Friday, August 01, 2008

Recall 2: July 16th

My Lecture
Chan and I decided to have a lecture together. Since we are both interested in political science, we chose the lecture named "Introduce to Politics: Exploring the Democratic Experience." It began at 19:00, six hours after class finishing time. Usually, I take workshops at 13:30 on Wednesdays. Therefore, we agreed on studying on the third floor of the Scott library.

After the workshop, I went to the library. Chan was absorbed in his research paper. I was so moved that I joined him quickly. Two hours later, my stomachs called loudly. I felt really embarrassed, but Chan comforted me that it was high time for dinner.

On our way to the student centre, he smoked a lot. It reminded me of my another Korean friend, who had told me his hobby was smoking, drinking, sports and reading. ^0^ Chan has a good command of smoking, I mean, he can smoke in various ways. I appreciated his performance. With the help of smoking, we chatted a lot. He is a man of stories, although he had claimed that his life was nothing to say on his first presentation.

On finishing dinner happily and slowly, we wandered to the lecture hall. I wasn't sure whether he was making fun of me or not inasmuch as he didn't record the time and the place of the lecture. : ) However, Chan has a good sense of direction, which helped us a lot.

In spite of the fact that it took us some time to arrive at the lecture hall, we weren't late in that the professor came later than us. At first, I listened to him seriously. "Globalization = widening + deepening + accelerating." I took this notes on my book, while Chan opened his computer and camera. He substituted the high-technology tools for the pen and the paper because we sat at the last three chairs, which were so far from the platform that we couldn't see the notes clearly but were chosen by Chan. Later, he told me the underlying reason was that they were convenient to leave. His words broke my first impression on him, in effect, a quiet and driven student. ^_^

Chan took pictures of the slides as the "evidence" to write his blog and magnified them so that I could write them down easily. We cooperated harmoniously. All of a sudden, I noticed something strange. "Chan, look at the title! Globalization!! Did we choose this one?" We checked the time and the place. We weren't wrong.

Owing to this joke, we began to play and chat with pens and whispers. He showed me a lot of pictures in his computer. Oh, he has been to many places, and his girlfriend is really beautiful, to whom he called "cute". I felt unfair for his girl friend. "Who is he?" A handsome boy caught my eye."He? Me!" My glasses nearly fall to the ground. "You were so handsome! What happened?" : )
"En... I have kept my hair long". He smiled shyly.

After browsing around all his pictures, he looked up his dictionary to translate my name into Korean. According to Korean, "Ma Ling" is read as "Ma Neung" in that they don't have the syllable "l". Besides, he showed me the Chinese characters of his Korean name.

At that time, the professor said, "It's time for break." We cleared up our things and went out swiftly. Then, I found the last bus which can take me home had left at 19:00. How can I go back? I told Chan and showed him the "map" where my home is, which was drew by my homestay mother. It was really simple. To my surprise, Chan could understand is at once.

According to his judgement, I should took a northbound bus on Keele Street. Chan didn't just guide me verbally, but practiced it by action. Chan accompanied me straight to the bus stop, which is far from York University and his bus station. Actually, he walked past several stops on his way home.

After few minutes, my bus came. We waved to each other until we couldn't see each other's faces clearly. For sake of his kindness, I came home safe.

The next day, he came to school late. "When did you arrive at home yesterday?" I wrote it on a piece of paper."10." He used the gesture. "I'm sorry", I felt upset,"That's why you came late". "It doesn't matter". He interrupted my words. "Anyway, thank you!"



Chan's Experts ^&^

1. This is the first time I came earlier than he (referring to the professor).
2. - Chan, why don't you take the course serious?
- After one month, I'll go back to Korea. Hence, I lack passion.
- ...
3. - Chan, did you read the professor's comments on your blog?
- (He nodded, showed it to me on his computer.)
- If you don't keep silence, you are good.
- You mean, if I change my mind?
- ...
4. - Chan, why do Korean boys like smoking?
- En, cigarettes are too cheap to get in Korea.
- ...

See you, my friend

Last Friday, Ruben flied to Mexico.

I still remember he taught me how to express the number "20"."Stretch our your hands, obverse, reverse, obverse, reverse, and rock your body at the same time. That's cool!" I also remember we argue about Latin greetings - kissing friend's cheek. He laughed at my conservatism. "Will you kiss me?" Regardless of my red face, he gave me a big smile.

Now, although the above plots are still vivid in my mind, the windows for meeting him again is open briefly in that I will come back to China at the end of August.

A wound breaks in my heart without sound.

I'm afraid of and extremely avoid of the last sight of friends. Therefore, I asked Ruben his MSN as if we just separate temporarily and will keep contact every time we are on line,

Nevertheless, I know it is of few possibilities. That's why I gave him a final kiss.

Looking back from my life, how many people left in this way? Just like the cattails are spread by winds, where are they now? What are they doing? Did they miss me in a clear night with moon once?

I keep my friends in my heart like iced fossils. When I were old, I would take out these fossils, warm them with my body temperature, and recall what happened before.

This summer in Canada would be sparkling at that time, and I hope I will have chance to emerge in my friends' memory iced fossils and when they think of me, they will feel happy and warm.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Confession

All of a sudden, I lost my passion to do homework this week.

I intended to write the survey about my research on Monday. Instead, I listened to a piece of rock music repeatedly until 2 am in so far as I lacked the confidence and courage. Even though I knew I did wrong at that time, I couldn’t stop myself being at sea with the noise.

Next day, after school, I tried to read a book related to my topic only to find that I was more interested in two new-borrowed books from NEXSUS. On finishing browsing around these two books, I began to review the lesson of my seminar class. However, I failed to understand the pronunciation skills I learnt on that day. This result disappointed me a lot so that I set aside the notebook and took a walk around the neighbourhood. I didn’t come home until 9 pm. At that time, my major book caught my eye. It reminded me of hard future I will face when I come back to China. I was so afraid that I went to bed at once.

On Wednesday, it seemed that I recovered from the passive feelings. I read the book and started to summarize it. When I got down to business, my homestay mother asked me to go upstairs (I live in the basement.) to see her close friends. Of course, I have no alternative to refuse other’s kindness. Then I stayed until the whole party finished and cleaned up all the mess when it was 12 pm.

In view of such situation, I got up very early this morning to write my homework. At the same time, I was installing a new anti-virus system. Owing to drinking a lot last night, I forgot to delete the old one. They conflicted so fiercely that my computer was collapsed!

I tried to use the safety model to enter the computer, but it didn’t work. The situation drove me crazy because I hadn’t sent my homework to my email address! (I had lost my pencil box the week before last week, in which I put my memory card in it. Since then, I have always sent my homework to my email address and opened it at school to print it.) Harbouring a bad mood, I brought my PC to school to ask for help. Fortunately, Paul, the staff of NEXSUS, was willing to help me. He told me I could take it back today. However, it was a bad news waiting for me when I came to NEXSUS again, that is, I couldn’t pick up my computer until next Tuesday!@! And I had to take the risk of losing all my documents!@@! I fainted.

Now, I’m uncomfortably using the public computer in the library. But the only one I can blame for is myself!! What do I do these days?! Always waiting time... Owing to this reason, I left little time to correct my mistakes!!!

Fighting! Fighting! Fighting!

PUMA is deadly angry!!!!!!