Confession

All of a sudden, I lost my passion to do homework this week.

I intended to write the survey about my research on Monday. Instead, I listened to a piece of rock music repeatedly until 2 am in so far as I lacked the confidence and courage. Even though I knew I did wrong at that time, I couldn’t stop myself being at sea with the noise.

Next day, after school, I tried to read a book related to my topic only to find that I was more interested in two new-borrowed books from NEXSUS. On finishing browsing around these two books, I began to review the lesson of my seminar class. However, I failed to understand the pronunciation skills I learnt on that day. This result disappointed me a lot so that I set aside the notebook and took a walk around the neighbourhood. I didn’t come home until 9 pm. At that time, my major book caught my eye. It reminded me of hard future I will face when I come back to China. I was so afraid that I went to bed at once.

On Wednesday, it seemed that I recovered from the passive feelings. I read the book and started to summarize it. When I got down to business, my homestay mother asked me to go upstairs (I live in the basement.) to see her close friends. Of course, I have no alternative to refuse other’s kindness. Then I stayed until the whole party finished and cleaned up all the mess when it was 12 pm.

In view of such situation, I got up very early this morning to write my homework. At the same time, I was installing a new anti-virus system. Owing to drinking a lot last night, I forgot to delete the old one. They conflicted so fiercely that my computer was collapsed!

I tried to use the safety model to enter the computer, but it didn’t work. The situation drove me crazy because I hadn’t sent my homework to my email address! (I had lost my pencil box the week before last week, in which I put my memory card in it. Since then, I have always sent my homework to my email address and opened it at school to print it.) Harbouring a bad mood, I brought my PC to school to ask for help. Fortunately, Paul, the staff of NEXSUS, was willing to help me. He told me I could take it back today. However, it was a bad news waiting for me when I came to NEXSUS again, that is, I couldn’t pick up my computer until next Tuesday!@! And I had to take the risk of losing all my documents!@@! I fainted.

Now, I’m uncomfortably using the public computer in the library. But the only one I can blame for is myself!! What do I do these days?! Always waiting time... Owing to this reason, I left little time to correct my mistakes!!!

Fighting! Fighting! Fighting!

PUMA is deadly angry!!!!!!